Journal de rockytu, 11 juil. 12

been away awhile.didnt leave home just havent been on fs.wasnt in the mood for some reason.cooler temps r nice.enjoying quiet morning alone with coffee.
difficult situation for my second oldest so i have taken in her 3 yr old and 3 month old.love them but really nice to have a morning alone.
havent exercised in forever and added cheese bread and cereal to my diet.i know better.i can feel my body isnt the "new" me anymore but i know i will get my act together.just been feeling weird lately.have hard time getting used to my new bifocals,hate them.drinking plenty of water at least.
so no cheese on my sausage and eggs this morning.big salad for lunch,not sandwich.have an aweful summer cold kicking my butt. just feel out of wack and want things to go back to the way i felt before.i know i am the only one who can change my life so just do it. okay enuf whining.