Journal de jsfantome, 24 mai 10

Struggling to add back carbs in OWL. Struggling to even keep up with eating snacks. This is totally making me mad. I am not trying to intentionally cheat myself, but why can't I EAT? My system seems to be accustomed to Bkfst, Lunch and Dinner - and by the time I even think "oh - I need to get my snack in there..." it's already a half hour to my next meal time. If I eat the snack right before my meal...I won't eat my meal. If I bump up my calories, or add extra veggies, or salad w/ the OWL - this makes this whole scenerio even worse. I feel like I don't even know what i am doing - but I get on the scale and it's still going down...which confuses me, 'cause I don't think I am doing most things right...(well, I am doing the 20 Total carbs right) but I am not even reaching the 25 Total for OWL, I am not eating my snacks, I am not eating w/in an hour of waking...I do drink a ton of water, and my stix are still mid range purple (40%). My body is still in induction, my mind wants to move to OWL, but my eating habits are still in induction...aaaggghhh! (what a problem to have :)

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1349 kcal

Gras: 105,84g | Prot: 78,32g | Glu: 18,55g.   Petit Déjeuner: bacon, water (8-10 AM), coffee (8oz) black, eggland's best eggs, hidden carbs. Déjeuner: hidden carbs, water 11-1, chicken thighs. Dîner: hidden carbs, sauteed peppers, italian sausage, water (4-6), hidden valley bacon ranch dressing (2 tbsp), iceburg lettuce. Snacks/Autre: almonds ( 5 almonds), hidden carbs, strawberries, water 2-4, Whipped Cream (Pressurized). plus...

2049 kcal

Exercice: Musculation (Modérée) - 15 minutes, Machine d'Exercice (Rapide) - 10 minutes, Marche (Rapide) - 6,5/kph - 15 minutes, Course à Pied (Jogging) - 8/kph - 10 minutes, Repos - 15 heures et 10 minutes, Dormir - 8 heures. plus...