Journal de Reina Estrella, 29 août 07

I kind of had a minor mental breakdown today. I have changed so much in my life lately...no drug or alcohol use, the friends I used to hang with, places I used to go, the way I eat...basically the whole way that I live...so much that I really don't know what to do. I guess for the first time in my life, I'm truly fearing failure. I don't want to fail at this diet...I'm on a life changing journey, but, I don't know where it's taking me...I suppose I'd rather be on my way to an unknown destination than back where I was...but sometimes, it's just really hard not knowing where i'm going. I just want to know that I'm making the right choices. I've spent too much of my life making mistakes...one of the biggest reasons I want to lose this weight, is because, I'm trying to make every area of my life what it should've been all along...it's just very stressful and like I said, sometimes I just want to know that I'm making the right decisions...


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Awh, I'm sorry that you're having a rough time. Dieting is hard and I know how you feel as far as the losing weight. I was heavy almost my whole life and it was hard ... I'd try and fail so many times and I've tried every diet and diet pill out there ... I even prayed about it b/c I felt like I was fighting a losing battle but look where you've come from. Just from reading your story ... you are already a winner! I think the more you stress ... the worse off you are. If you can make it through the first week or two without the "forbidden" foods, I promise it will get easier. About a year or two ago, I wouldn't touch sugar or bread if you paid me and it's all b/c I had gotten used to not having it and I had lost the desire for it. I wish you lots of luck and hope things get easier for you!  
29 août 07 par le membre: lorik
we can all do this loe shelly. 
30 août 07 par le membre: rodsgurl

     
 

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