Journal de Ceebee, 30 juin 10

So I am feeling kinda down right now.. I know I have come along way 55 lbs.. and that is huge.. but when I look at my face.. I feel it is just as fat as it was 55 lbs ago.. I know that my body has gotten smaller.. no doubt in my mind.. I just wish my face were not so fat. I am so envious of all the thin faced people.. I guess it is good in a way.. I might be less driven IF my face thinned out.. I just feel like man I have lost 55 lbs I should see it in my face.. but it is still so fat... then I think well yeah.. you are still like 70 lbs over weight.. you are still considered obese.. you still have a long way to go! There are people who complain about fat faces or double chins that weigh 45 lbs less than you.. and that gives me no comfort.. I know I am going to get to goal weight.. I am in this for the long haul (the rest of my life).. I just want to look at a picture of myself and say.. yeah.. my god you can really tell you have lost 55 lbs.. but all I do is look at my fat face and feel totally terrible about myself and kinda defeated. I think I will go put on my biggest pants and see how sloppy loose they are.. maybe that will make me feel better.

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Awww...I look at my face in the same way. I can tell my belly is smaller but I'm not sure about my face. I wouldn't mind a big belly if my face was thinner but unfortunately we can't tell out bodies to burn fat off a specific area. If we could that would be great. Be glad that you are 55 lbs lighter and celebrate the small victories. You are doing great and will get there soon enough. 
01 juil. 10 par le membre: bump98
I know it gets hard, But this is where we slip into our old ways. You have to stop calling your self fat as a put down. I read one persons journal warlier who talked about what a failure he was, and that does nothing but makes things worse. 55lbs is amazing!!! 55lbs the weight of a child, you have lost a whole child!! THATS AMAZING! Be proud of your self! Dont hate your fat girl, shes the one who decided it IS enough and made this change that is changing your life for the better :] The results will come, in due time hun. :] Keep your head up, tomorrows a brighter day!  
01 juil. 10 par le membre: Shae206
Hey 55 pounds is nothing to sneeze at. WOW We all here are so proud of you. Keep up the good work. Tell yourself everyday how good you have been so far and and quit cutting your self down. 55 pounds Fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
01 juil. 10 par le membre: BHA
<sigh> It's a long journey and some days we definitely feel worse than others. Depending on the day, the body/face we see can LOOK +/- 30lbs I feel like. There are so many factors that effect what we see in the mirror or in pictures. The thing is, like others have said, a 55lb loss is HUGE. It's incredible. It's more than halfway to 100! It's SUCH an accomplishment. So if your face wants to hang on to a bit of it for now, who cares? Eventually, there will be nowhere for it to hide...not even your face. Just keep at it. You're doing amazingly!!! I hope the trying on of the pants helped. ;) 
02 juil. 10 par le membre: ChallengeMember
Isn't it amazing how easy it still is to beat yourself up? I have a round face and I can remember thinking the same thing when I was 140 lbs and anorexic looking! Be GLAD you have a full face! I feel sad when I see women that have lost a lot of weight and their faces get really thin because they look so much older sometimes. You ARE young so FEEL young! Plus, hey, you're GORGEOUS! 
03 juil. 10 par le membre: jenju

     
 

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