Journal de LostKittenRae, 02 août 10

Well the weekend was alright... I've kind of been in a mood the last couple of days... this seems to happen to me alot, one minute I feel fine, the next I'm doing everything I can to keep my emotions in check... I just don't know... what I do know is what ever it is it's causing me to have some seriously vivid weird dreams which are in no way helping with my mood... I just spent my entire night battling it out with some seriously creepy demonic flesh eating creatures... I did end up roller blading some with cute guy in the dream... I didn't recognize him but he helped me get away from those creatures...

So on Friday I had originally just planned on doing some chores and going to bed because I had to be up early Saturday to help Tim move... but as I was just finishing my chores up an old friend got in contact with me... a really good old friend... not someone I really expected to ever hear from again... not that anything ever happened to split us apart just life and being busy I guess... he lives over an hour away but he really wanted to catch up Friday night... I offered to meet him half way but he insisted on driving to pick me up... which I actually really appreciated because I do ALOT of driving normally... it certainly makes a girl feel special when a boy drives over an hour to spend a couple of hours talking and catching up... we went to the Denny's by my house and talked for like 3 hours about each others drama... it was a really good time... we definitely have a habbit of breaking contact but this friend has always shown up when things have been at their worse... I really hope we stay in better contact this time around, it would do me some good to have another friend in my life that's not just Justin and Tim, especially one that's known me forever.

Saturday was alright I guess... I helped Tim move for the first half of that day, met his mum and sister... that's always kind of awkward for me... I don't handle meeting people's families very well... I skipped out right after we got everything moved in. I went and cleaned up and then went to Justin's. Him, me, Mike, and Tom all went to this nice mexican restaraunt, had a couple of drinks, and then went to Mike's to watch Austin Powers 2... it was pretty funny... after that Justin and me just went home and went to bed.

On Sunday when we woke up we went shoe shopping for Justin and then afterwards took the dogs to the park to walk around for a little bit... we got some hotdogs for lunch and then had to get back to Justin's place so the boys could have band practice... I was kind of emo right around that time... and it's kind of stuck with me all the way through to today... I left Justin's after they had practice... and went to the gym... I only did 7 miles on the elliptical and burned like 800 calories... I did some weights... but I still feel fat right now... and more so I feel tired... so I feel fat, tired, and emotional... I'm not a happy person to be around right now... hopefully I kick this by tomorrow... I hate feeling this way but I don't always feel like I can help it... I think I need a nap... well I have to start work.

I hope everyone had a great weekend... have a nice Monday!

820 kcal Gras: 32,50g | Prot: 28,00g | Glu: 124,00g.   Petit Déjeuner: oatmeal. Déjeuner: cheesy burger macaroni. Dîner: mini tacos. Snacks/Autre: Cheez-it party mix right bites. plus...
2445 kcal Exercice: Machine d'Exercice (Modérée) - 1 heure et 25 minutes, Repos - 14 heures et 35 minutes, Dormir - 8 heures. plus...


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Sounds like a nice relaxing weekend for the most part. Getting in touch w/ good old friends is always nice. Hopefully you can both make the effort to stay in contact b/c friends are important & can be a great source of support when things are rough. Hopefully the dreams will pass soon. Whenever my life gets stressful, I have bizarre nightmarish type dreams as well. I learned about dream interpretation when I was pretty young so I can usually figure mine out fairly quickly. Try to drink some tea & relax for a few mins before going to bed, it helps me sometimes w/ the dreams if I'm more relaxed when going to sleep. Hopefully the funk you've fallen into will pass soon. Happy Monday to ya! = ) 
02 août 10 par le membre: Evil_Angel_Shay
I go through that alot too. Feeling fat and tired and emotional... I think its just the emotional ups and downs of dieting. One minute you feel like you're on top of the world, then for some reason you dont perform as well as you know you can/should and it really gets to you. At least i think that's what it is for me. Hope you get to feelin better soon! 
02 août 10 par le membre: TheChunkyOne

     
 

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