Journal de LostKittenRae, 05 août 10

Well I'm still tired as Hell... but I did actually get some sleep last night... sure it was short... but it was deep, and although I know I dreamed, there are two things I can say for sure... one it wasn't a nightmare, and two I can't remember it.

I got to spend the evening with the boys last night... we watched "Kick Ass" at Mike's house... Shawn and I had already seen it, but the rest of the boys hadn't... it's a very funny movie... very violent movie... Justin was extra sweet when we got home... I probably slept better because I was next to him... he has this incredible ability to bring me up when I'm down... which is kind of dangerous because with that kind of power over my emotions and mood he also has the ability to knock me down... not that he ever does... but still, makes me vulnerable...

One my goals in my quest to reach my ultimate goal of "145" has been to weigh less than Justin... or even better be smaller then him... I'm not convinced that I'm smaller then him yet... maybe the same size as... but I do weigh less then him currently... which is incredibly exciting... I mean it's only by a pound or so... but I've consistantly weighed less then him for about the last week or so... I was worried I wouldn't ever catch up to him... that I'd always be this fat friend next to him... but now I'm his equal... at least in weight... and give me about another 3 months and I'm going to be smaller then him... I really want this... I'm going to have to stop drinking 4 beers in one night if I've going to do this, lol... but I can do this...

I can't say that my mood is all better right now... I'm definitely ready for this week to be over... and maybe after I have a nice weekend with the boys, catch up on a little sleep, and get a good work out in I'll feel like a new person next week. The boys have their show this weekend... so that's definitely something to look forward to... they're so talented.

Well I hope everyone has a nice Thursday :)

1120 kcal Gras: 46,00g | Prot: 48,00g | Glu: 186,00g.   Déjeuner: cheesy burger macaroni. Dîner: subway. Snacks/Autre: Mister Salty Milk Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Calorie Pack, subway cookie. plus...


Commentaires 
Well it does sound like there is a bit of improvement in your mood, even just in your writing. So glad to hear it & that you were able to get a bit of sleep. I too, finally got to get a bit of sleep last night. Not enough, but more restful than the rest of the week. At least the weekend is almost here. I hope you have a nice Thurs! = ) 
05 août 10 par le membre: Evil_Angel_Shay
You do sound a lighter of spirit today, and I think you have it nailed. Kick the hell out of the next 2 days, go rock out with the boys, burn like a gazillion calories shakin it to Santaria (they may have to play it double time, but I'm sure they could pull it off) then come back next week and punish Monday, just for being Monday. I hate Monday, always mocking us, "ooooo look at me, I'm putting and end to your weekend. Hope you had a good time because it's 5 more days till the next one!" stupid monday -HH 
05 août 10 par le membre: Hungry Hippie
I know what you mean about weighing more than a GUY! LOL I have a really good friend that is 6'1", eats everything in sight, and is rail thin. He got on my scale last weekend after eating 4 plates of food at a buffet plus all the candy he bought at the candy shop (like a pound of fudge and salt water taffys). He weighed 147 POUNDS! that is 7 lbs heavier than i weigh first thing in the morning! I was in awe. and it was a total bummer. BUT i weigh exactly 100 lbs LESS than my husband, and that does make me feel better LOL 
05 août 10 par le membre: TheChunkyOne
aww i miss you i am going to write you a kick ass email(see what i did there) when i get out of the shower and have a chance to just write :) 
05 août 10 par le membre: SelinaMinus60

     
 

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