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Well Justin ended up meeting up with some old friends last night... so I didn't get to go over and hang out with the boys... that was definitely kind of a downer for me... but I understand...
I was really tired and sore yesterday but I still dragged myself to the gym last night and did 7 miles on the elliptical... I know it's not much but I feel like it's alot better then doing nothing... I really wanted to do Yoga when I got home but honestly my mood hasn't been able to keep up... I'm freakin depressed and I was tired and sore yesterday... so I decided to hold off on Yoga last night... maybe I'll do some when I get home today... I do love it alot... but I just needed to pass out last night... Justin called before he left to go out last night which was much appreciated because I really needed to hear a friendly voice... I've been feeling really lonely lately... ya know, that kind of lonely that makes no sense... like you have people that care about you but you still feel alone? It's stupid, I know... just wish I knew how to make it go away...
Well I hope everyone has a nice day!
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Petit Déjeuner: oatmeal. Déjeuner: cheesy burger macaroni. Dîner: applebees, Spinach & Artichoke Dip. Snacks/Autre: Mister Salty Milk Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Calorie Pack, Cheez-it party mix right bites. plus...
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I know what kind of lonely you speak of ... hang in there! I hope you start feeling better soon =)
12 août 10 par le membre: FitMrsPearson17
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Aww Rae, I'm sorry hun. That's the worst kind of lonely! It's good that you got some sleep, but definitely do some yoga tonight, even if you're tired. Doing things that make us feel really good even when we're really tired or don't want to do it can make a big difference. Hang in there hun, the week is almost over. This weekend you should definitely take some time for yourself. I know that sounds counterintuitive to being lonely, but it's probably more of what you need than you think. Get centered & refreshed. Thank you so much for the kind comment the other day regarding the job! I'm stressed & anxious like no other right now. Hopefully I'll be getting some good news here shortly. Chin up hun & I hope you find a reason to smile today = )
12 août 10 par le membre: Evil_Angel_Shay
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I have to say, I agree with Shay. Sometimes you just have to do those things that make you feel good, even if you just want to curl up with a mug of hot chocolate. So tonight I say, do some yoga, picture happy things like kitten, and puppys licking kittens, and if that doesn't work...
Then go throw rocks at some windows. Maybe that abandoned factory just over there, you know the one. No, not that one, the other one, by that store, where they sell those things. Breaking stuff always makes one feel better.
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12 août 10 par le membre: Hungry Hippie
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Can I Mapquest this abandoned factory b/c I always feel better after breaking things = )
12 août 10 par le membre: Evil_Angel_Shay
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Hey Rae! I know the lonelyness you are speaking of :[ I was feeling it a couple days ago too, it will pass beautiful :] you have a love for life that shines, nothing can stay gloomy for long!!! I hope your day get brighter, look for the silver lining, its there :] I noticed how close to your goal you are getting, you are doing AMAZING doll!!! Keep up all of your great work!!! :] <3 <3
12 août 10 par le membre: Shae206
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Oh Rae, Honey I'm sorry you feel alone right now. The surrounded by people but still alone feeling is really awful. Probably the worst kind of lonely there is. I call it the dark night of my soul (i'm not melodramatic AT ALL lol). Sometimes it just hits us where we don't feel like anyone hears or understands us. We feel like there is no one that can really relate to our world. And when that happens it hits us hard. It makes everything feel dark and cold when it used to be Warm and sparkly. Just remember that everyone out there feel lonely sometimes. It will pass, hopefully soon. In the meantime, maybe try writing. Pour it all out into a journal for your eyes and yours alone. You don't have to write everyday, just when you have something you need to get out. Like the things you feel in the pit of your stomach. The things that you feel might just smother you if you don't get them said. Anyway, sorry, just a suggestion. Writing always helps me through those days (sometimes weeks and months) that feel lonely. You will make it through. I promise.
Amanda
12 août 10 par le membre: littlecopamy
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Hey I just wanted to say over-all a big thank you to everyone's love and concern... it really means a lot to me... and I really appreciate all the great advice and encouragement to feel better... hopefully this depression clears up soon... you guys are the best :)
12 août 10 par le membre: LostKittenRae
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