Journal de Paige E, 04 août 08

So the whole new challenge section has me doubting my abilities with a computer. I can't seem to figure anything out. Must work on this.

I am beginning Induction again tomorrow. Time to get serious again. My chart is starting to look pretty level. I'm thinking of building a house on the site. I want ski slopes and I'm getting prairie flatlands.

I have been so busy and gone and then busy again. It was nice to peruse some of your journals yesterday and get caught up on what is going on in everyones lives. I see lots of new faces in the Atkins family...that's so great. And I'm looking forward to learning more about their personal journies.

For me, lots of frustration still in the job hunting area. Had a great interview at a small college nearby. I was one of three final candidates (third time that has happened) and I didn't get the job. I really wanted that one. But I'm almost getting used to the rejection.

I have a lot of personal things to work on this week. I'm going to meet with Career Services at my alma mater to see if they can give me some help and with the local unemployment resource center here, too. I am searching out every possible angle I can to find help in getting a job. I need someone to just take a chance on me.

In the meantime, I'm refocusing on being healthier again. I have been pretty bad for the past three weeks. I need to feel in control again.

Wish me focus!