Journal de eilselg, 21 juin 20

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. It's sounds so cliché, but it fits today. The last few years have been pretty rough. Most people go through at least one natural disaster, life change, sickness once in their life. For me, we survived a category 5 hurricane in Oct '18, parents got cancer, dad dementia, near-death surgery, empty nesters, became grandparents, found my birth family, bought a house (after ours was destroyed in the storm), lost my best friend to cancer (same days as closing)...it all hit in 2-3 years. I've struggled just to get out of bed most days. I eat my emotions, good or bad. The last six months have drank just as bad, which is something I've never done. I went into a store Friday and tried on their biggest off the shelf shirt; it was too small. I don't even recognize myself in the mirror. 291 lbs on a 5'6 frame is daunting. It hurts. Physically and emotionally. I'm done. I have a hundred pounds to lose and will do it a pound at a time. Today is day one.

968 kcal Gras: 53,72g | Prot: 96,12g | Glu: 29,45g.   Petit Déjeuner: Coffee, Nestle Sugar Free French Vanilla Creamer, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Wright Brand Naturally Applewood Smoked Sliced Bacon, Egg. Déjeuner: Fage Total 0% Greek Yogurt, Great Value Cream Cheese Spread, G Hughes Sugar Free BBQ Sauce, Member's Mark Grilled Mesquite Chicken Breast, Strawberries. Dîner: Bell Plantation PB2 Chocolate, Optimum Nutrition Gold Standard 100% Whey - Vanilla. plus...

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Great attitude!! You can do it.... write a list of "why's" Why do you want to change your life? keep them with you, refer to them when things get tough and you want to give in!! helps tremendously! 👍 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Lepardldy
I can totally relate on the “life hurricane”. On my last Birthday, I closed on my new house and that night my dear friend was stabbed to death, leaving her profoundly disabled child a ward of the state. Two months later my (paraplegic)husband got an infection from a small pressure sore which then went septic, he was hospitalized 3 times and spent the next six months in a hospital bed in my living room. I had to leave my job to work from home at a lower paying position so I could care for him. I was hospitalized with Pneumonia/Pleurisy in November and have had 2 surgeries since for kidney stones. In April my husband broke his Femur. My Dad was diagnosed with Lewy Body Dementia which progressed very rapidly and he passed in May. Meanwhile I ate my feelings and got up to 206 lbs (I am 5’4”). This has been rough but I am focused on my own health now and working hard to incorporate self care into my life. I hope things get better for you, I am here if you need support. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Betheroo
Thanks y'all, for the support. As my mom says, when it rains it pours. We have to take care of ourselves or we won't be able to take care of those who need us. I believe that. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: eilselg
You have to start somewhere and here is a great supportive place. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: FourWheeldrive
We are here for you. Please be kind to yourself and know there will be setbacks along the way. Check out some of the incredible stories by members like Retta and Egull. They're are so many. All the best on your journey. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Erquiaga
Welcome!! I'm a emotional eater and sweet addict. Taking it one step at a time. My stats are pretty much the same as yours. I totally understand how being stressed and depressed to the max, can effect our choices and amounts we consume! We can do this, determination, healthy choices, plus a healthy mind set and we will succeed!! 😊👍🏻💖 
21 juin 20 par le membre: sue3mac
Mexico Beach has made amazing progress and recovery. You can too. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Red Stook
I've been where you are and several things on your list were also on mine...I sometimes look at my timeline of weight loss when it gets rough. It took me almost exactly 9 months to lose 100 lbs. I focused on one day, one meal at a time, kept plugging along. Planning is huge for me, it really helps. What we go through can either make us or break us. Choose to make it! You CAN do it!!!  
21 juin 20 par le membre: rckc2000
You got this .. take it one day at a time .. sending prayers and uplifting to you and yours 🙏 
21 juin 20 par le membre: CharlieLovesChaplin
I’m started again, 3 days ago. This app and community has bet helpful in the past. I plugged in what I ate for a bit over two years. Worked great. I got to the point I thought I could go without, but life changes... I just started eating more cakes etc. Now is the time for me also. Each day plug in EVERYTHING you eat. A great way to be mindful. Welcome! 
21 juin 20 par le membre: foodcountergirl
Sending good thoughts and prayers your way. You can do this and we are here to support you!💜 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Diana 1234
I have never had that amount of tragedy to overcome but I have eaten myself to 300 pounds (so no excuses for me besides gluttony) and you are right- One day at a time! Excited to see your progress! Keep checking in. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: davidsprincess
I'm sorry for all the struggles you had to go through. You sound like a very strong person. You can get the weight off in no time! You can do all things with Christ! You can do it! 
21 juin 20 par le membre: melissaknight
Sorry to hear all the sad things that have happened to you . Keep checking in this group is very supportive xxx 
21 juin 20 par le membre: Maxie-baby
You certainly have the motivation but do you have a plan in mind? That is so important. There have been people here who have had tremendous success doing different types of ways of eating (WOE). Personally I am a portion control, moderation— eating healthier most of the time and less healthy once in a while person. Also consider a critical assessment of your physical activity. Exercise and strength training are dynamic duos. You can do this.  
21 juin 20 par le membre: Kenna Morton
Sounds like it's time to give you back to YOU. Welcome! We are all here for you along your journey. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: kclab
Sometimes the only thing we can do is curl up in a ball and wait for time to pass. You'll know when the time is right for you to start moving again. Today IS the first day of your life. Do what you feel is best for you at the time you feel is best for you. It's okay to make yourself your priority. 
21 juin 20 par le membre: itakecareofmyself
So happy you are here♥️ that’s a lot, too much!! I can tell you, with everything you have had to endure, you can have success and find yourself ♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏💜💚 
21 juin 20 par le membre: jcmama777
You have had a lot going on in your life in a short amount of time. You can do this! It does take patience, diligence, logging and deficits. You've been strong enough to get through those tough times. I know you can be strong enough to stick to a good plan. Congrats on taking the first steps! 
21 juin 20 par le membre: kattay
That is so much to handle!! You can do this!! 
21 juin 20 par le membre: finn48

     
 

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