Journal de BreeLSanchez, 03 sept. 20

So I am super nervous/excited to share my progress with you all. I have struggled my whole life with my weight since I was 11 years old. I struggled with Bulimiarexia through 8th grade and all four years of highschool and when I became pregnant with my first son my senior year I gained a lot of weight and totaled at 232lbs before giving birth to him. Since then I have struggled between the 150s-180s. In 2016 when I turned 26 I decided to change my whole lifestyle and started clean eating and exercising twice a day, by 2017 I had finally made it to 141lbs! But then my birth control failed and I ended up pregnant with my fourth baby which sent me into total complete debilitating depression. I didn't really plan on having anymore children and I started slacking in my studies in college, eating the worst foods and exercising less and less until I wasn't really active at all and by December 2019 I was back to 178lbs. In January 2020 I motivated myself to get up and get healthy again and by Feb 12th I was finally back to 154.4 and then came March and the covid quarantine and the gyms closed. Again I became depressed and gained back the 24 pounds I lost.

June 24th 2020 I found Jesus!! I am no longer that sad lonely person that I was. I am no longer lost, I am saved! I will never allow depression to take me down again. Jesus is my strength! I have taken back my life and I will never lose it again.🙏🙌✝️
July 9th I started on my new life journey of being healthy not only spiritually, but mentally and physically as well. This is my new life, and I am so thankful that I have the chance to take it back so I can be the healthiest me for myself and my family, especially for my four children. In November I will finally marry the man that God made for me and I couldn't be more excited. I can hardly wait! And I have set my goal for 136lbs before I can find my dress. I am now 154.2lbs guys!! I am so close!! I do have terrible Lordosis from childbearing, but I am hoping that with some strength training it will improve.
Well, thank you for reading if you have made it this far. I wish you all luck in your journeys as well💜

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349 kcal

Gras: 22,50g | Prot: 24,60g | Glu: 40,62g.   Petit Déjeuner: Great Value Finely Shredded Taco Blend Cheese,  Jalapeno Peppers ,  Scrambled Egg , Mission Carb Balance Whole Wheat Tortillas (Soft Taco). plus...