Journal de Organized Chaos, 09 juin 21

Day 9 - Happy Hump Day! Why isn't it Friday?

Today I forgot all my food at the house and I'm in the office so my meals so far haven't exactly been healthy BUT they have been low carb. Plus I got my fast food fix in for the week so I'm not overly strict and pushing myself to cheat. My inner fat chick is very happy with me right now.

Before covid I used to go to the gym a few times a week over my lunch break. The gym is two buildings over from my office so it was super convenient and easy. Since then we worked remote, my two younger kids stopped going to their dads as much since someone had to be responsible for educating them I kept them during all the week days. We've just kept that going since everyone has returned so I'm running back and forth from the office, working remote in the evenings, and basically behaving like a mad woman with no focus because I have to jump from one thing to the next and back again. Why am I telling you all this? Because of spin class.

I also used to take a spin class. The instructor asked me why I haven't been back yet. My response "because I would die". He does not view this as a valid response. It seems like a valid response to me though. Why didn't you jump off that bridge? Death. Death is the reason I did not jump off the bridge. Also a fear of heights and the fact that I would pee myself on the way down and be discovered at the bottom of the bridge dead in pants where I peed myself. But now I feel guilty for not going to spin. I should be going to spin. I should be working out. I should be more active. I think I just got guilt tripped into dying. Maybe next week, spin is Monday and Wednesday. If you don't hear from me after Monday it means I went to spin and I was right and I died.

Peer pressure is dumb.

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1184 kcal

Gras: 83,96g | Prot: 89,15g | Glu: 16,77g.   Petit Déjeuner: Great Value Half & Half, Coffee. Déjeuner: Burger King Double Whopper with Cheese (No Bun). Dîner: Broccoli , Omaha Steaks Beef Top Sirloin Steak (4 oz), Sliced Ham (Regular, Approx. 11% Fat). plus...