Journal de restlesshope, 23 févr. 11

i am having a kermit envey day... i wish my ticker would turn green!!! lol but it is not going to happen with out more determination and work.. time to focus and stop thinking of every thing and just plain sweat and work hard! i should be done by now but my mind keeps getting in my way time to tear down some old wallls and throw away a few of the bear traps of my life nothing in life is free and we pay for it all how else are we to apreciate it if not by hard earned effort? i am sorry i have been hiding away lately and thank you all for not forgetting me but being a cancer zodiack sign i have a tendancy to hide away when life gets ruff for me.but life just seems to be getting worse and not better so i will try to focus more here for now and let time take care of the rest! i am so glad to see every one is still here and flying in fromation! honk honk!