Journal de suechru, 02 mars 11

I'm here... just phenomenally busy.

I have midterms and a lot due in terms of papers and such and it doesn't help that I got behind in everything due to the funk I was in for a lot of February. I'm getting things under control - and actually feeling better but am crazily swamped. Ironically, I feel a billion times better now - I swear there's something wrong with me where I really have to be busy.

I actually went to the gym in my complex tonight for the first time in months - I stuck myself on a bike mostly with a book I'm reading for school (I tried reading and doing the elliptical but I'm definitely not coordinated enough to do that, lol). Logging is going to be hit and miss until after midterms but I'll try my best.

I do feel better and I think part of it is that I spent a lot of the weekend cleaning my apartment. I'm messy to start with but I ended up buying a new vacuum and having people over on Saturday (separate events, lol) so my place is extremely clean (probably the cleanest it's been since I moved in.) Somehow cleaning my apartment seems to get the rest of my life in order for me - particularly when I go through crap and get rid of physical junk (It's like getting rid of psychic junk, I swear.) It's just so NICE to be home when it's clean and I'm not jumping over piles of stuff.

I really need to get back to this book I'm reading since I have to write a paper reviewing it for my class next week and still have a paper due Saturday (on an article I didn't read yet) and a homework assignment due Monday and another paper due Thursday (next week, not tomorrow) and I've only skimmed the data for it. No worries, I work well this way academically but I'm not going to have a lot of fun over the next week. Thankfully, the job hunting has gone into a "waiting period" so I don't have anything much to do/worry about there.

Anyway, hope my buddies are all good and hopefully I'll have some good news next week (at the very least my good news will be that midterms are over, lol!)

Affirmations for today:
1) Even if I don't have everything I want, I have a lot and I need to remember and be grateful for what I do have

2) There's good periods, there's bad periods, there's times that suck, the lesson of all it is to just keep going

3) Everything comes together at some point. Even if I can't see it right now.

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1264 kcal

Gras: 48,53g | Prot: 69,94g | Glu: 135,76g.   Petit Déjeuner: beef, whole wheat pasta. Déjeuner: Trader Joe's Chicken Chili Verde Burrito. Dîner: cheese pizza. plus...

3482 kcal

Exercice: Machine d'Exercice (Rapide) - 35 minutes, Dormir - 8 heures, Repos - 13 heures et 40 minutes, Conduire - 15 minutes, Ménage - 1 heure et 30 minutes. plus...