Journal de courtallen, 04 juin 09

Feeling less than motivated. Greyson has been so fussy for the past two days. I'm doing good to be able to put him down long enough for a shower!!! I didn't work out yesterday and didn't follow my diet either. I'll do better today. Just seems like I'm fighting a losing battle trying to find time for myself to exercise as well as take care of a two month old baby. Don't want to give up b/c I want more than anything to get this weight off!!! Oh yea, to add to everything as of this morning it's now officially my TOM. Guess that's adding to the feelings of hopelessness also. I will get through this and won't give up! I dread my weigh in tomorrow due to TOM also...UGH...TRY to keep a positive attitude!!!