Journal de writingwyo, 08 mars 23

I'm having a spell where I'm weirdly anxious and everything feels overwhelming -- including fixing healthy food for myself. I know I need to pack something for lunch, but it feels insurmountable at the moment. I struggle with mental illness, and I am just hanging on until I retire in hopes that it will recede some when I no longer have to work. I'm someone who has always desperately needed to not be in the workforce. I'm not lazy, mind you. I'm known as a workhorse at the office and am often called on as the go-to person for major projects. I also have a wonderful job with the best boss and coworkers I could ask for. Fortunately I have a house filled with healthy foods, so even when I'm half heartedly grazing for breakfast, I don't have dreadful choices available. My office is stocked with vegan jerky, Rx bars and granola bars, pistachios, dried fruit and seed crackers, so I can get by even if I don't pack. There's something to be said for creating a food environment where unhealthy choices aren't the default

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Hugs today! Be kind to yourself and take the time to rest. Anxiety is hard. 💜 
08 mars 23 par le membre: WifeMamaNurse
Thank you, WifeMamaNurse 😊 I'm currently nibbling at the work project and trying to break it down into small components to tackle it in bite sized increments. On a positive note, I did manage to pack a decent lunch, thanks to a fridge full of leftovers 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo
I hope you feel better soon.  
08 mars 23 par le membre: -MorticiaAddams
I keep working, too, but have limited my hours. 
08 mars 23 par le membre: HCB
💚 Deep breaths, a pause🧘🏼‍♀️… then ask, “What is the goal or desired outcome?” followed by, “What steps are required to achieve this?” A friend of mine has anxiety attacks and she gets so caught up in the initial disaster that she can’t get past it— and then she’s stuck on this hamster wheel of panic. I hope the moment has passed for you 💚 
08 mars 23 par le membre: JustBananas
Please talk to your doctor. And don't hesitate to try medication. Life isn't an endurance contest. Take care! 
08 mars 23 par le membre: eieio1234
I get whacky before my period- completely anxiety ridden and laying in bed wondering how I am going to accomplish XY & Z. I feel for you. At least you are smart enough to not eat crap. I'm nearly at my calorie limit and it isn't even 1 p.m. 
08 mars 23 par le membre: davidsprincess
This might be TMI but I was this was this way until I got on my antidepressant. Totally changed my life  
08 mars 23 par le membre: hannahodel1
hanna and others who've mentioned meds and docs -- on 'em, yep, and under the care of a psychiatrist. My bipolar (diagnosed over 20 years ago) is well controlled... but I still do have some anxiety and depression to contend with some days. Maybe TMI on my part, but I'm pretty open about it. Morticia - thank you, I appreciate your kind thoughts. :) HCB - I've thought about asking to cut my hours, but it would delay when I could retire, so I've been sticking it out. Plus, I'd probably end up just doing the same 40 hours of work in 32, lol. JB... goal or outcome is to get this project off my dang plate! Getting there. I broke it down into smaller components and kept at it, giving myself brain breaks. Almost done with it for the day! Thank you all <3 (can't get real emojis at the moment...) 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo
And DP -- I somehow missed you. Post-menopausal here, so can't blame PMS, although when I still had it, I would become completely nonfunctional for a day or two. I get it. I can't say that I'm smart enough not to eat crap... I've just made it more difficult to get readily 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo
That is really difficult! I feel this so much! My ADHD can make simple tasks super overwhelming. That is one of the reasons I rely on protein bars and protein shake mix so much. When my super neurodivergent brain won't cooperate, well, I've got an easy fix. Writingwyo, you having healthy food options around you is smart, and a great way to protect yourself from the times when life gets in the way. Thank you for sharing. 💚 
08 mars 23 par le membre: Wisco Soul
My love and support reach out to you. Here is an electronic hug! 
08 mars 23 par le membre: Snowwhite100
Thanks, Snowwhite. Hugs back! Wisco Soul -- a lot of us have brains that work a little differently, don't we? ;-) I'm just so grateful I've gotten to the point where things are manageable most days. I'm glad you've found a way to handle things as well. A lot of us have something we need to learn to work with and/or around, whether physical or mental. :) 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo
I'm sorry you're feeling overwhelming right now writingwyo i pray this feeling of anxiousness will pass realIy soon please be encouraged because you're doing a great and amazing job with your healthy eating my prayers are with you. 
08 mars 23 par le membre: buenitabishop
I completely understand because I feel this way sometimes. "Adult lunchables" (bento boxes, maybe?) were always a favorite when I was in this kind of mindset. I wish you peace and strength to overcome these challenges.  
08 mars 23 par le membre: flipside1794
I hope the day is slowly improving for you 
08 mars 23 par le membre: HCB
Don’t give up! We are right there with you in n this journey. Just do the next thing and the next thing. One healthy decision is a win!!!! 
08 mars 23 par le membre: oabernethy
I have so been in this same funk lately.. maybe the change of the season? who knows 
08 mars 23 par le membre: Thaiinyoeye85
buenitabishop -- as always, you're so kind and caring. Thank you 🤗❤️ 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo
flipside -- grown up lunchables sounds kinda fun. HCB -- the day is indeed getting better. 😊 
08 mars 23 par le membre: writingwyo

     
 

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