Journal de edsontrace, 08 nov. 11

Yipee, 5 more days to go. It is 8:30pm and I'm paying bills and going to bed. Life is good, as is the weather so far. I'm actually starting to plan and get excited about Christmas. This is the kids third one without their Dad. He committed suicide in Dec 09. I feel bad for them but I don't miss him and all of the crap. So this year I have booked some time off so we can spend some of it together. It's just going to be rough on them, I get so angry about him spoiling a great time of year for them, that is something they will carry with them for the rest of their lives. Oh the choices we make!
Ok sorry. Back to the hamster wheel. Have a great day everyone.