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57.4 bare means 57.9 on Anne's scales, means I've got 400g to "play" with in clothing weight (less than the weight of an iPhone, gulp) in order to be the same as (not even less than! After all this time, and having been down to 56.1, damn it!!) what I was weighed in at (58.3) last time. I can't believe it's coming "so close" to that weight when I've been clear of the 8s for so long. I'm so pissed at myself. My new psych says I should refuse, or rather she's suggesting it'd be more constructive for me to say I'd prefer not to be weighed in future, and cite anxiety both at appointments and in between. I wonder if that'd make me blow out. I wonder if it's a good thing to have someone keeping tabs so that I stay on course? But it does send my anxiety sky high and the kids have suffered quite a bit both this week as I've gotten more tense about it, and last week as the tension mounted - it hasn't just been another appointment in the Callander. Hmm. I think that's reason to say enough. Unless she's got some medical reason she needs it for, then I'll weigh and tell her or give an approximation, from the monthly checkpoints at the gym perhaps. Sounds reasonable to me.
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57,4 kg
Perdu jusqu'à présent: 41,4 kg.
Reste à parcourir: 4,4 kg.
Régime suivi: Raisonnablement Bien.
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Perdant 0,4 kg par Semaine
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