Journal de Lotus, 14 déc. 07

Hey everyone, how is everything? I got through making the cheesecake without licking the spoons, and trust me, that is a hurdle for me.
I almost licked my finger without even thinking! Sure, a taste wouldn't blow my diet, but I have never stopped at one taste. One taste will inevitably turn into licking the beaters, spatula, and bowl!
Tommorrow is going to be rough though. I just found out the Christmas party is at noon. I thought it was in the evening, and I would have plenty of time to work out, and already have a decent meal or two in me so I wouldn't be tempted. But I am probably going to have to get a ride with somebody to the party, because my heater in the car is not working and Kaelyn and I would freeze our butts off. And that means I will most likely have to go even earlier.
I don't even know if my husband is going to come, he may have to work. He usually does work on Saturdays for part of the day.
He and I were told the party was at 7, but that turned out to be the time of NEXT week's party, which we are also required to attend. This is so annoying. There will probably be no veggies or anything. I imagine the only things I will be able to eat will be the pumpkin cheesecake and the shrimp, sans cocktail sauce, that I am bringing. One good thing, people may not bother me about not eating the food because I can put a little of things on my plate, and then feed it to Kaelyn. So it will look like I have a plate of food but I am really only eating a couple things on it. he he he
You guys probably think I'm nuts stressing so much over this, but the last party, Thanksgiving, sent me off the deep end for another week,in which I gained 5 pounds. Even though I brought things I could eat, and tried to stay on track, I gave into temptation and didn't jump back on the wagon. So I have reason to be afraid.
It make a big difference to me that I have so many people here on fatsecret behind me that are supporting me instead of trying to make me give up. I really feel like the people in his family try to sabatoge me. It doesn't even have to be the holidays, if I say no to a cookie or a "100 calorie pack" they try to talk me into it.
It gets old fast. I wish the holidays were over! :(

Voir Calendrier de Régime, 14 décembre 2007:
902 kcal Gras: 39,87g | Prot: 60,45g | Glu: 69,30g.   Petit Déjeuner: 1/4 cup onion, egg, turkey bacon, 1 slice. Déjeuner:  lettuce, horseradish sauce 1 tsp, smoked deli ham 1 slice, Smarrt Balance, 2% sharp cheese slice, cauliflower. Dîner: 2% sharp cheese slice, cauliflower, Smart Balance 1 tbs. Snacks/Autre: cheese stick, string, reduced fat,  No sugar added Fudgsicle, 1 piece, lime juice, Sargento light riccotta 1/4 cup, canned pumpkin. plus...
2426 kcal Exercice: Travail de Bureau - 3 heures, Ménage - 1 heure, Boxe - 40 minutes, Gymnastique (Lourds, Par Exemple, Pompes) - 20 minutes, Repos - 11 heures, Dormir - 8 heures. plus...


Commentaires 
at the party, just imagine all your team mates right there in a line behind you :) You are doing just great, don't beat yourself up. The important thing is that we keep gettin back on the horse!  
14 déc. 07 par le membre: Janelleas
That's right, do whatever works babe! We are HERE, right here behind you. Fake an emergency trip to the bathroom or "not feeling too good". ;) Don't let them do that to you, I know what it is to be pushed and pushed like that. My mom-in-law did the same to me, even after telling her I wouldn't come to dinner if I were not going to just eat the food I bring for me. She'd agree and then stuff spoonful after spoonful of sugary crap into my face and insist that I eat it. BE STRONGER than I!! You CAN do IT. You have all the support of us,... I didn't have any support whatsoever. We are strong in numbers.. use us! :) 
14 déc. 07 par le membre: bullytrouble
I just keep thinking these words over and over again, "Nothing taste as good as thin feels, NOTHING taste as good as thin feels!" It "HAS" worked for me! Not one cheat in many situations. I had a few negative situations in the past few days, I'll try to post about later, but I remembered that no one will NOT like me, no one will think less of me, in fact it's the opposite; people might outwardly act as though, "What's your problem", but inside, they're probably saying to them selves, "Wow, I wish I could be more like her. I wish I could be that self disciplined." You are doing this for YOU. You will NOT be tempted, in fact I bet you look at the stuff and think, "dang, it looks good but it just isn't worth it!" You won't have a problem there. Make sure you have a baggie in your purse of peanuts or??? and tell them you were already force fed a big breakfast and you have a huge dinner ahead of you! Make up whatever you have to. Nibble on what you can, and drink TONS of diet soda, ginger ale, water, tea, etc.. and be the life of the party! I have the utmost faith in ya!  
14 déc. 07 par le membre: ImLuuvd
Good Luck1 Just rememer your friends here at FS and maybe that will help, it helps me. Don't forget to have a little bit to eat before going to the party. 
15 déc. 07 par le membre: gug
Lotus hun, go to your party and ENJOY yourself....Don't stress about it...you are stronger than u think.... 
15 déc. 07 par le membre: drd3775
Lotus, everyone on here has givin you great advice..going to dinners, or partys..is something that you will have to do once you get to the size you want to be..you have learned what you can an cant eat, just make it smaller portions, try and eat the healthy food..if you mess up...FORGIVE YOURSELF..your only human ..droppin weight is an everyday challenge..something that if your like me, you will have to work on the rest of your life... have a good time..and quit stressin over the food... 
15 déc. 07 par le membre: loosinisfun

     
 

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