Journal de kearamccardle, 05 mars 18

I haven't eaten since friday. I tried today, but my nerves are so off the charts, It didn't stay down. Not exactly how I wanted to lose weight, by emotional trauma.

Good thing I have all this fat my body for function on, until I can get past the feeling of wanting to die.

Not sure how long that will take, but I'm sure it will , even if I don't feel like it ever will right now.