Journal de mcarthey, 23 juil. 07

Just an observation, but why is it that I feel fatter the more weight I lose? I guess it just spurs me to keep losing, but it's kind of a pain. I find myself getting more critical as I lose more. Maybe it's because I was in denial for so long but have now started paying more attention to fitness and diet. Either way, I'm excited to keep seeing changes.
On another note, I finally got brave enough to put up a picture. I had to buy some new clothes so was going through pants to give to goodwill. I put on a pair of my fat pants and took a pic. I can hardly believe I used to wear those pants! It's crazy. I'm keeping the pants for a while to remind me. I also have a pair of 36's that I'm working to fit into. I surprised myself. I had bought a couple pairs of 38s thinking that I would soon be able to fit into them. I tried them on when I got home and they fit! It was a cool feeling. To me, that's even better than seeing the scale number because I can relate to it more. It seemed unattainable, but it's nearly here. Very cool.
Enjoy your weeks!