10 September 2012
Yesterday I decided to start over in life.. I've been so overwhelmed and down for the last 2 weeks. I didn't want to live. This is all due in part to back-to-back tragedies over the last 3 years including my younger sister being murdered, a devastating break-up, and 54lb weight gain from alcoholism and birth to my 1 n a half year-old. I am a single mother juggling school, work, 3 kids on my own, heart-break, depression,terribly low self-esteem, and lack of confidence. I also lost everything I worked for after my ex left (to my choosing). However, here I am to start over again, it isn't too late, I'm going to commit to sharing and not isolating and I'm going to get to my weight goal.