I am a stay at home mommy of 2. My son (Mason) is 3 and my daughter (Kayleigh Jo) is 5 and in 5k. I am working on exercising more, quitting smoking, and a high protein diet. I am too scared to try calorie counting diets anymore due to all previous attempts lead to me relapsing with my eating disorder. I am 27 years old, and I prefer to play video games than work out lol. Um I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and in the past it has often aided in issues with dieting and such, but I am no longer medicated and learning how to cope with the mental side of the disorder and it's hard but it's going great and I have high hopes this time that I will be able to stick to this thing. Any advice would be greatly appreciated and I am always open to making friends in the community!

Rewards to keep me motivated:
265- 4 pairs of pants from Goodwill (mostly because I will be needing new pants but
still losing weight and don't want to spend too much money when I will need new
ones soon.
250- Fitbit Charge 2

220- Donate all of my clothes and give myself $100 to buy new ones.

200- A meal wherever I want.
No point in adding anymore until I reach 200.