Im 19 years old & I have struggled with my weight my entire life.. I am the fatest I have ever been and I have had enough of it! I thought I was fat before at 170 when I was 17, I would try hard to diet while I was single and looking to date, the when I started dating the man I am now engadged to in 2008 I started letting myself go. I knew after a while that he loved me so I didnt try as hard to impress him.. He has been great and sayed with me through my massive weight gain.. when we started dating I weighed 165-170, now I am starting my journy to get back to that at 25lbs.. Its hard tryin to let go of the food I enjoy, as pathedic as that sounds but I have my mind made up that I will do it! Today is the day I begin my journy to a new happy skinny me! June 29th 2010. I am getting married Aug 10th.. I never thought I would be this big and gettin married. I should be the happiest ever but sadly I am not because of my size..