Journal de Emerald17, 26 août 10

I've just been feeling really discouraged this week. I haven't been able to push myself the way I have these past 2 weeks. It feels like I've hit a wall and my weight (and motivation) just aren't budging. Every time I walk past a mirror (or any type of glass), all I see is the me that I DON'T want to be....and even though that should motivate me to keep on going, all it's done is make me feel discouraged. I feel like a blob...an exhausted (I have a newborn and a 2 yr. old) ugly blob. I know I should really ignore these negative thoughts, but I think it started when I had "thought" I was doing well and starting to look good...and then this past weekend we went to a restaurant that had mirrors for walls. Looking at myself in that mirror (I couldn't help it since I was directly facing one) made me see that I was still chubby. And then I felt even worse when I realized it didn't take me that long at all to lose the weight when I had my first son. The fact of the matter is that I gained twice as much with this second baby. It's bumming me out more than I can even explain. :(
66,5 kg Perdu jusqu'à présent: 13,8 kg.    Reste à parcourir: 10,2 kg.    Régime suivi: Mal.

1265 kcal Gras: 54,00g | Prot: 70,00g | Glu: 131,00g.   Petit Déjeuner: P90X. Déjeuner: Smart Ones Swedish Meatballs. Dîner: KFC Biscuit, KFC Green Beans, KFC Hot Wings. Snacks/Autre: PayDay, Dasani Water, Dasani Water, Fig Newton, Dasani Water, Dasani Water. plus...
Prenant 0,8 kg par Semaine



     
 

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