Journal de Analee, 22 déc. 13

Well I've thrown my body into hyper thyroidism in some vain hope of losing weight. Stupid cos the only side effect I ever get is the high heart rate and the anger outbursts but hey. Oh and the teariness. On another note, there's nothing like a break up to spur one back into the arms of an eating disorder. It's simple really. I was thinner she was attracted, I got thinner still, she loved me, I got gradually fatter, she stayed, left, staye, left, I'm fat, she left. So no I don't think losing it all will win her back, but at least it'll give something back to me. At least I have something to comfort myself with. Sick as that is.
64,5 kg Perdu jusqu'à présent: 34,3 kg.    Reste à parcourir: 11,5 kg.    Régime suivi: Raisonnablement Bien.

Voir Calendrier de Régime, 22 décembre 2013:
256 kcal Gras: 5,77g | Prot: 8,55g | Glu: 45,19g.   Petit Déjeuner: Brooklea Lespetits Yoghurt Strawberry, Liddells Lactose Free Milk, Bananas. plus...
Perdant 0,7 kg par Semaine


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Funnily enough I hadn't even read this when we had a chat tonight. You know what I think about throwing your body into hyperthyroidism :-/ But somehow most of what you said here I get. And somehow I am heading back to a place I've been before myself in my head, even if it doesn't show on my body yet. Not sure what to say hun. I am glad we got to have a proper chat tonight, we need to have more of them.  
22 déc. 13 par le membre: volatileblue



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