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This is no bueno. I gained 1.5 pounds! Well... the worst that could happen is that I'll probably get second or third place. Damn you, Fitness Connection! If you had only turned on that sauna earlier, I could have sweated out 1.5 pounds LOL
Oh well. *sigh* Today I can look forward to another grueling workout by Angel, who texted me as I wrote last night's entry and asked, "U OK?" I wasn't mad at her. I told her I was fine, even though I was still sniffling while I drove home last night.
One thing about me, I'll cry, but I don't break that easily. Being beaten down just means I have to get up and face it. Last night, I didn't cry because Angel was being mean or anything. I cried because I was expected to do something new and harder, and I reached my limit -- or so I thought. And the more I cry, the less she's going to let me feel sorry for myself, and the more she's going to push me because I CAN.
Besides, if she let me, I'd just be messing around and not doing anything to challenge myself because ... I'M A SLACKER LOL (Come to think of it, she hasn't called me that since January LOL)
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