I am 18 years old, I live in Ariziona near the Utah border. I love horses and have 3. I work at the local hardware store with my Dad who is the manager. I am apart of a big family, 13 in all. My weight was never an issue UNTIL I started dieting, now I am in a yoyo that is driving me crazy! I find my self obsessing about food and diet and weight, instead of living and being happy. I am thankful for today, a perfect day with no mistakes in it... yet. I am going to need all the help I can get so any suggestions would be welcomed (buddies too, I dont have any friends on this site):)