I am sorry you are experiencing so much stress. You can talk to me if you want to. I can relate to the feeling like a failure bit you described, I've been there before too. Knowing you are not alone/ talking to somebody can help. It may sound silly, but sometimes what also helps me is reading the Bible. That may be something you are not willing to do for whatever reason, but I figured I'd offer it as another suggestion.
09 sept. 11 par le membre:
MrsTofu