After a miscarriage, and getting hit by a car, and dealing with a hard past (therefore getting depressed), I solved my problems by eating and not caring what I ate, so now I am 300 lbs. The heaviest I have EVER been in my life, and I was (up until I went to the doctor) in total denial, I thought I was still 250. Thank goodness I am tall and can carry my weight well. But I want ME back......I want to be able to walk outside in the summer without wearing a cardigan, cause I am afraid that all people see now is my flab. I want to wear a bathing suit. I want to have energy, I do not care if I have a little extra weight, but what I have is too much.
I want my life back. I am now it a stable relationship with a very caring and supportive partner, a step mother of children (12 year old boy and 4 year old girl), have an amazing job, and a relatively stress free life. Now I want to be able to enjoy that life to the fullest, and feel good about the way I look!

Goals and Rewards

285lbs - new book
275lbs - haircut
265lbs - new book
255lbs - tattoo
245lbs - some funky highlights in hair
235lbs - 2 new books
225lbs - pendant for necklace
215lbs - new shirts
205lbs - new jeans
200lbs - summer clothes/bathing suit